I've been on a bit of a journey this last month, and I'm pretty sure I've still got a ways to go before this adventure is over and another one begins. I feel like I've been avoiding the task of updating this blog because I wanted to have something special to write about; an insight I had or a trial I was able to get through, but couldn't put my finger on any one thing. I guess that's it, though, we grow the most during the journey and, hopefullly, finish it prepared for the next big adventure in our lives.
I've learned so much, and yet I feel like it's not enough. There's so much more I want and feel I need to know. I have to remind myself thatI don't know everything, but I know enough to make it through today and to get me to tomorrow. As each day passes,the "enough" we knew yesterday is added to, to the point that "enough" is more than it used to be. It's a wonderful blessing to have a Heavenly Father who loves us enough to send us His Spirit and His servants to tell us what we need to learn and remind us of what we already know.
Monday, January 31, 2011
Sunday, January 2, 2011
It never ceases to amaze me how aware our Heavenly Father is of us and what we need. With all the confusion around me and all the questions in my mind, I'm still able to find that peace and sense of direction when I study my scriptures and pray. It's my time to put my life in order, escape from the chaos, and just figure things out. I think it's incredible how, no matter where I'm reading in the scriptures, there's always an answer waiting for me. It's such a testimony to me that I am unique and loved by God. He knows me better than anyone else, even better than I know myself. Why not go to Him when I have a question? I am also so grateful for the gift of the Holy Ghost and that I can have it with me always. I need it and I want to live every day to be worthy of its companionship. That way I'll always have a direct line of communication and always have a way of knowing what God's will is for me.